jan/31

i think... i didnt post anything 4 a long time.. tatz cause.. i didnt kno wat happened 2 me... i felt really very bad... asthough... none cared about me...none likes me... i m being hated by everyone.... the reason is ... the on and only me..... i waz unknowingly very selfish and i didnt really wanted to be like tat... I also (had ) a very bad habbit... i change.... very distinctly wen compared to others... I just dont wanna do tat... but :( :( .... I m unknowingly doing tat... I am losing all my friends cause of this... and ... as i felt tat karthika didnt love me i started feeling soo inferior tat made me to think tat nobody in tis earth likes and willingly talks to me.... they all doing tat only 4 namesake... but today only i realised... i waz me who waz te reason 4 all the fault....I KEPT THE MEANING OF FRIENDSHIP IN A VERY HIGHER GRADE TAN ENY 1 ELSE KEPT.... BUT...each have their own openion abut frndship....
and i m sure tat...the level in which i kept te word friendship... CANT BE COMPARED WITH ANYONE ELSE.... EXCEPT.... girls.. who r not basically from chennai... easpecially who r hostelers.... like,.... arti ravi... jenitha shiny :) :)... really... they kno the real meaning of the word true friendship....

HAPPyest day in ma life !! :)

today is one of the happiest day in my life.. :) today is ma frnd balaji's b'day... enjoyed alot.... bunked my 4rd period... but e1 got attendence 4 tat... also .. went sectretly without the knowledge of him to get te cake and came back... had a blast in evening3.45.... and also i gave tose 4 badges to harini... and my frnd karthik... talked with her for half-an-hour and was telling us tat he was not putting kadalai....
and evening.. i bunked gym... tat website i created already have started a problem,,, actually... tat song i kept... was piracy... which may make me get caught... so i completely deleted tat website... and i asked kp if he want some website for his band... he said ok... and i had no idea on how to create it... just then i googled band templates... ten i got an awsm template tat cost around 50$... so i just pirated it.. and i have uploaded it to my website and showed him... he said it was damn awsm.. i m so happy tat he said like tat.... :) :) :).... and... today.. i again thought of karthika... when karthik and harini wer chatting with eachother..... i just recalled abt te frst time i talked with karthika sitting on her bench... kirupa asked karthika ... wen she s gonna tie rakki on ma hand.... :( :( .... other than tat.. .i was so happy 4 the entire day ...... !!!!!!!! :) :)

TIME IS RUNNING OUT !!

the goddamn time is running out and i still have a lot of work to do...like i need to learn java... oracle php sql bla bla bla... and i also have to improve my vocabulary skills cause today... during the placement and training period... i wasnt able to talk at atll i still dono wat happened to me... and i got totally screwed up !! :(: (

sweet day !!

IT waz actually a good day 4 me...i bunked the class :) :).... one of my fav frnd harini's b'day... but she was so upset... so accompanied her.. :) went to supraba and ate :)... some vetti talks.... and in the evening i came back home..b4 tat i went to dollars nd pounds... and i got few badges 4 her .. and my chiti(loose) was olarifying smthing... i also faught with her.. and finally it just ended.... and then i came back home and my frnd arti had a problem.... solved her's and then by 7.45 told tat i m going to gym... but didnt go ter... instead went to burgershop... had burger... went to zapak... and registered an id.. and played 4 half'an hour.... and came back home.. and watched mandira punnagai.... sema movie... tats it ... and i nw i am thinking about creating a webpage in ma website and gonna work on tat only.. :) :)

WOWO

finally.. i did it... i learnt how to link pics wit te site :) :) :)... and i am damn happy about it !!!!!!!! :) :) :).... one more sad thing happened today.... my mkc H.O.D scolded me.. only a bit... but i was already frustrated and tears started rolling from my eyes like a river.... i got so sad... and cried for 15 min... at the place between 2nd and 3rd floor... i saw a beautiful flower in te basement of my college... this is the first time i m looking at it... it was very very beautiful !!.....

CRAzY

I think What ever i m doing is DAMN FOOLISH,.... BUT IT IS GIVING ME PLEASURE DOING THIS... NW I M GONNA CHECK OUT MY NEW WEBSITE :) :) :)

CRAzY

HOLY SHIT

wat the fuck have i done :O :O.... i fucking deleted the dota game !! :) :).. all is well... please get me out of tat addictive game... please please please.... and by the way.... I wanna tell Ishwariya EEE tat her voice is so nice.... enga ava thapa nenachekuvaalunu.. atha sollama erukkean !!!

LINKS THAT I USE REGULARLY

the following are the links tat i use atleast one time a day

GOOGLE.COM
FACEBOOK.com
gmail.com
youtube.com
hackforums.net
cyberwarez.info
demonoid.me
torrentz.com
TATS ALL :) :)

found link for sirutai

finally .. i found a link for siruthai..... and i m so happy to share it with u all :) :)... here is the link !!

LINK HERE

about me

hi.. i m ajay doing ma cse in easwari engineering college... I am i crackpot... I am a loser... and another thing is .................................. I AM gonna change it !! :) :)..
none respect me .... i m a fatty.... i talk a lot... i m so sensitive... i am nice to all... i like love a girl.. her name is karthika... but she is already commited.. i didnt kno tat.. all probs solved nw... but ma heart is still longing 4 her... i am mad of computer games... easpecially... counter strike and dota... the both freeks me out... i started gaming at my 8th std... i started dota at ma coll 1st year... went 4 clan matches wit ma friends...


MY LYFE:
I was born in ramanathapuram... broughtup in kum... i did ma schooling upto 4th in srimatha 5th in christ the king.. 6th and 7th in TVS madurai... again came to srimatha 4 ma 8th-10th... did ma junour coll in ARR... then got seat in management in easwari.. and finally ... i m here....


I wanted to do somthing innovative... actually.. i saw that movie social network... b4 itself .. i was in spired and was thinking about creating a social network....
but later,... i got myself fucked up... coz.. i came to kno tat We have to learn mysql php, java.... i have decided to create a basic website.. and practise tese things...

TATS ALL ):) :) :)

HI ALL

hello guys ... I m here starting with my first blogging .... "craps i did today" !!!! ;)... i will post abt wat ever i did today (real-life, and also net) that may of maynot be fucking useful 4 you ... and nice things tat i came across... movies games ... links... wat ever the fuck let it be... i will post it in this blog... so enjoy OR _!_ off !!! : ) :)